progress report i am missing you to death

i just got back from santa cruz. what a mindfuck. i miss that place, it's painful.
so much talk, so little action these days from people, ya know? lost in translation; text message edition.

none of it was ever worth the risk, but you are the only exception

source: fffound, via lelove, jill stuart (forgot where i got this though!)

the worst part is not knowing what you feel. i leave for europe in 9 days. maybe ill find my feelings there.

the way you blowin up my phone wont make me leave much faster

source: gagas twitter, cosmo, buzzfeed, gagadaily

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i'm not even going to europe for another two and a half months and i'm already fretting. it's going to be a calculated process picking out clothes items that will look effortlessly cool while being comfortable and fitting in a backpack. in that order. i refuse to wear yoga pants the entire time. this has seriously been a waking issue for me the past three days. i've already begun to strategize while shopping. im test running outfits in my brain as i write this.

these will fit in a backpack right?

chloe, net-a-porter

hi mom, i know you are the only person who reads this.

the blackness in your heart, it cant last forever

tfs

man braids?!!! i wish i had a man clone so i could wear this and then attract...myself. just sayin.

wake up in the mornin feeling like p diddy

my ex boyfriend just called me to ask if he and his girlfriend could crash at my place while passing through town. it rained all day today and i had to deal with my THIRD flat tire incident in the past 2 months and missed my spinning class consequently. pissed. who gave me a drivers license apparantly?? and a little girl asked me today why my hair was white. ITS YELLOW BITCH. it's been QUITE A DAY. i've been sooooper lazy about blogging lately because, well i'm not even gonna try that...

decemeber 14th

i'm simultaneously blogging and trying to defer my student loans.

i had a job interview today and i was explaining the impact of fashion bloggers...actually, i can't go into that because i told her i have a blog. anyway, my car smells like a toilet beacuse water leaked in during the rain and everytime i get in my sunglasses fog up from the moisture, not kidding. im holding out on watching the dexter finale so i can watch it with friends, but i've heard mostly unenthusiastic reactions thus far. bummer.
some days are better than others you know? today is an other day.